new path

Finally get really busy.

my day lately start on 5 o’clock in the morning. Usually it starts earlier. Reading, browsing, or even packing ordinary stuff to be at the hospital for the next 32 hours (24 hours on shift + 8 hours of regular duty). Being in the hospital for that long periode of time need more than just a place to at least lying flat a bit, but also bunch of adrenaline, patience, enough food, and coffee (hakhaha). This kinda life, for some people must be not an option. Why do we have to spent or lives in that kinda way? Besides many other beautifull, easy, or -so ordinary- options of life? One of a friend seriously terrified me with caution of loosing my youth if I stayed up that long @ the hospital. She even bet that in the next 4 years ahead, I’ll look much older than she’s. hakahahaha… I surprised with it, palpitate for about half minutes, but then I’m loudly laughing. Seriously loud and long laugh.

Am I gonna get older fastly by studying much? Hakhahahaaa, I don’t think so. Getting old is a must, but enjoying life, happy, or living life #so life is an option. As I always say, always choose life people. So no matter how crazy you spent your age, no matter how tuff is it, how less you sleep, as long as that’s drives you madly happy with it. You’ll stay younger. Love keeps us alive right? And as far as my contemplation reach it peaks, this rush, busy, and full of diseases life is my best option. I’m in love being here. I love every complaints of the patients, every mistery of the pain, and this labyrinth of knowledge release billions of endorphine that keep me younger. Hakhahaahaa… I’m in love, so don’t argue my feelings. Just sent me a pray, when I finish this path, I’ll ‘ve changed into a better doctor who handle your heart with heart. Amin.